I took 2 days off this end year as seriously I am tired and it’s the good time to gather all the benefits of 2016 toward 2017.
The traditional
end of year article might be different this time; Not a list or a recap but just opening my
mind. .. Not the heart as this one I will keep it in a safe place for a while.
This year was more
about learning who I am. I was humanly challenged. I never cared
before but this year I had to face it as I helped on so many messes in my life
those last 3 years. The good side is I am always having crazy stories to share during a diner..
First learning: I
overthink. Seriously it's not good. Because at the same time I keep it for myself.
So second a lot of thing are happening in my head. What leads to the third
thing... I share ideas in disorder so people in front of me don't get me. Finaly I am not having this patience to explain when it's seriously that obvious (for me).
This leads also to
have people disappointed when they discover that I tried to link the dots and have
a certain analyse over situations I am not even supposed to care about. This is terrible as it's only when you let things go that you're surprised by good experiences.
So yes 2017 is about
to let things go. As I am not even good at being anxious.
2016 I thought I
need to renewal everything but more months passed more it was old habits or old friends that made me feel good. Maybe because first they know how to assemble
what I was sharing with them and also happiness is not related to extraordinary things but simplicity ( a run, a good lunch, etc)
I already met
extraordinary people. I need to learn how to take care of them.
Oh also I have learned that some people around were also gossiping about my life and on things I
never did but they believed it's my truth. It hurts because I was close to
someone that tried to force me change while well I can't change people's mind. I
decided that this none of my business. And carried on. I have no time
for that.
Finally I don't
overwork but sometimes to forget what I can't control I need to focus on
something that when you work it it give results and it calms me over all what
does not depend on me. What seems to be all the other areas of my life.. just kidding... I know that we are the only influence of our own lives but
sometimes I drop it.
So 2016 was a good
year. Not an easy one but a year where I learnt that 2017 I need to carry-on, Don't bother, Let things go, Switch off sometimes, Take good risks and just be happy. Also, take care of people
that are already around and adapt sometimes.
Happy new year
everyone. Take care of the people close to your heart and take care of
yourselves. Everything will be ok. It always is.
RIP GM
Zora
